Day 23

What's all this nonsense about dying? First was the lady who could talk to the dead on station 93.9 then there was that stupid text messages about gang initiation killing at walmart and I was reading my friend's essay contest entry which is about his girlfriend dying.

Could this be a sign? I see in huge letters saying "Do Not Enter" when I think about this. Not saying that I'm gonna die anytime soon. I pray to God, I'm not ready for that. Well let me go into a little more detail.

I was going to school, listening to the radio. Two women were talking; one was a paranormal psychic and the other was her patient. It's weird cause I'm listening to 93.9 where there is suppose to be hip hop and rap music playing. So the story goes, the patient lost her mother from suicide. She wanted to know why the mom committed such an awful death. The psychic thought that the mom overdosed, but the patient said that she actually jumped off her apartment balcony. So I'm thinking 'this is BS already. She couldn't even predict the mother's cause of death.' Then the patient said that the mother's body had no source of overdose in her system. That she fell on her head and died with a major head concussion The psychic goes off on how she had a headache before the patient called in and how she never had such an awful headache before. As if the mom's spirit was trying to contact her before the patient even called. (Yeah, I don't believe this kinda thing. People who are gifted with this kinda talent shouldn't flaunt it.) Well the Psychic reassured the patient that the mother probably didn't fall on purpose. She was still talking about how the mother probably took too much pills and knocked out, but so happenly was on her balcony when she did become unconscious.

Then that stupid text that said gang initiation. I thought it was just a joke text that someone made and that no one would believe, but it became so serious that they had to announce it on the PA system that it was just a hoax. Lol. I don't think that kind of things happen in Hawaii. We don't have gangs, we have crews. Then also I heard that there was a kid who was supposingly coming to Campbell with a gun. Yeah, that didn't happen today either. Don't want to jinx it though. It's a scary thought to think that it could come true one day (*Knock on wood)

So I'm entering an essay contest. I've read my friend's entry which is pretty good. I have major competition. Well first prize gets $1000 cash. Awesome, right? Well my friend's essay was also about death. It's a fictional story, but it gave me goosebumps as I read it. He had some grammer errors, but the concept and the main idea was good. I am not sure what I'm going to write about. But for sure, it will be posted on blogger. I might just enter my final thought. Yeah, read Ewa Naupaka's March issue. I should be in the back, possible with a picture. Lol.

Yeah, I am glad that there is one more day til spring break. Still need to find myself a prom dress for Junior prom. I work a lot next week. I have spring break homework! WTH? What kind break is this?! Well I'm off homies. Sorry, I'm not writing much deep stuff. My head already hurts from trig homework. CIAO.

Day 23: So what if the world is going to end in 2012. You still have 3 more years to make the best of it. Lol.