Forgiveness

So last night I hung with a group of friends that I haven't seen. The last time I hung with them, they had a bit drama and Jordan kept my "forgiven" bracelet that I got from retreat. Well I finally got it back last night. Ben picked me up and we left for waipio to pick up Jordan. We met up with everyone at Jordan's house. Average, crazy college boys yelling at each other from their cars. I thought tonight was going to be a good night although I was still sick with a fever.

We ended up going to dole to watch 'the unborn.' Good movie btw. I was freaked out. lol. Well kinda fucked up. Ben digs out on me and jordan. WTH? These guys been bothering the heck outta me to cruise with them and when I finally do, they leave me hanging. So I'm standing around and they're planning their own shit. Like I'm not even there. Thank God for Justin, he sacrafices everything he's doing at 12 midnight to come and get me. So I jump in with bradley (i love his mazada btw.) We head to wards to pick up their friends.

On our way to wards, the boys decide to race. I was just like 'whatever' as long as I can be with Justin. My head is pounding and my fever is burnin'. The guys in bradley's car are yelling at charles in his car. Charles takes off at the speed of light and within a mili-second, so does a cop who comes outta nowhere! Thank God it wasn't bradley, but yet I feel bad for charles. Outta all those guys, I'm pretty close with charles.

Well I had enough of these crazy waipahu boys. I was so pissed off at them. Plus I'm feeling more sick than ever. I told them my friend was going to pick me up at wards. I got outta the car and started to walk around looking for a bank machine. There were some really scary people and everything was closed. It was dark and late and I was freaking out. I felt like the girl in UNBORN being followed by something that wasn't really there. I needed something to drink, but the soda machines didnt even work! WTH? I was so mad at the guys. I sat down and told myself I'm never gonna cruise with them ever again.

I look down and noticed my bracelet. "Forgiven." People do a lot of stupid things, but you can't do nothing about it. All we can do is pray that one day they will change. Other than that, we gotta accept them. Yeah my friends are stupid, crazy, weird, not from this world but hey, their cool. I learned my lesson from last night. If I'm gonna cruise with them, i'm driving myself. lol.
End of story. This is Mai World.