Attack of the ex lovers:

Okay, I really don't know who actually reads my blog entries. But whoever you are, don't get mad cause I do no harm. I just vent out stuff, cause isn't that what blogs are for?

Well called in sick today. Got scared cause Robbie picked up. He got a bit mad but whatever. Got to go to morning mass. Almost got abducted by some guys driving a mazada. Mom picked me up from church and we headed to ala moana. Seriously, there's a huge difference with alas and pearls. More japanese people, thats for sure. Wearing the cutest outfits you'll never see in hawaii. Also a lot of white people, too much of them actually.

Well while I was in PacSun I get an unexpected phone call. Tyrone calls me up and he just says how much he miss hanging with me. Apparently Reggie is back and they were cruising at the beach. I miss them, especially Tyrone. (: Went to the food court.Ran into Bart. He's so handsome (; Also ran into Karen, looking all stunning. She was dressed up for her winterball. Alas happened to be too expensive for me (i spent half of my pay check already) so we headed to pearls. Bought some things at wet seal and fredericks.

Then the worst happened. Well first of all, I was walking through uptown and I turn to my left and see RB walking a few feet away from me. He didn't reconzie me, thank God. I can't believe I liked that guy. He is skinny as a twig, eyes smaller than mine and a mustache that looked as if he used some hair growing cream on his lip. And he's still short.

But on the subjects of guys that I had a thing for...
I walk into forever 21 hoping too see Mary or Esther working. I'm looking around, but they're no where to be found. (There were a couple of cute guys btw. Of course they weren't there alone.) I walk toward the dressing room and I seen a lonesome dude, his back facing me, just standing there. The first thing that goes through my mind is 'what a loser, he must be looking for something for his mom.' And in an instand I reconize those vans shoes, slightly baggy jeans, shirt that isn't too big for him but he's too big for it and that hair. OMG, his hair.

He starts to turn around and I make a dash for it. But something made me stop. I wanted to say hi. I mean we're still friends, right? I make like I'm looking at some clothes on the rack (fricken hideous outfits that would never fit me so that kinda made it obvious that I was up to something). I look toward his direction; he's still standing in the same spot. I'm pretty sure he never see me. I would have walked up to him, make like I never see him, bang into him and say Hi. But why would he be in forever 21 by himself? Obviously not buying clothes for him mom.

Yeah, she steps out of the dressing room and hands him the clothes she tried out. Seriously, I had enough drama with this guy, that girl and pearlridge. So I decided to step out of the store and check out some other place.

A bit of sadness, disappointment, relief, burden, and anger kicked in. I really don't know why. Out of all the ex crushes that I've seen or heard from today, he was a huge impact on me. Glad he's happy though. Glad I'm not apart of his drama anymore. Glad that I didn't have the strength to go up to him and ask him how he's been. Glad that this day is finally over. All I gotta worry about is waking up early for winterball and having a good time there.

In the words of Rin on the Rox "Like it, love it, Hate it, whatever. Just enjoy it" It's mai world.