It's official,

So it's official. My spiritual high is gone. I really don't know why. It's like when you wash a car. You give it a wash, wax it and everything and it feels soooo good. You try your best not to drive over puddles or dirt, just to keep the clean worthwhile. But of course, it won't stay clean forever. Once it starts to get dirty, you start to not care. And by the end of the week, your back to where you started. It's truely impossible to be sin-free. We're not Jesus or Mother Mary who were born without sin, even though sometimes I wish we could be. It would totally make life so much easier. Though we are made to be perfect, in the image of God, our actions aren't. It's natural human nature.

Though my spiritual high is gone, I do crave for more. And even if I sin, I always ask for forgiveness. And the best thing about it is that God always forgives. Our God is really an awesome God and I truely wish other people can see that.

Well I can't wait for this sunday, the follow up for the retreat. Not only will there be awesome food (LOL), I'll feel that spiritual high again. I'm so blessed to have such a great Catholic family. I never really appreciated it before. None of the other retreats really caught my attention until this past one. I feel so HOLY! lol, for real. (: I catch myself smiling everytime I think about it. haha, well I'm totally open for any prayers. I pray for everyone everynight, but I'd like it if someone prays for me if I ask so If you want me to pray for you, LMK. Or we can go pray the rosary or divine mercy sometime together (: well I'm done. I gotta sleep early. Got my ACT tomorrow at 8 at BYU! God Bless. <3