11 more days

So messed up. Junior and I broke up. I decided to quit champs cause I like go around the island on thursday, but my manager never let. I got a flat tire on my mom's car. Yeah, that's coming outta my wallet. I lost my sidekick!!! & oh, did I mention, happy april fools?

It's now 1:35am on april 1st. Just came home from ghost hunting with the guys. Now remember when I said that I don't like bothering the spirits? Yeah, some times they follow you home. We went to an abandon village down by barbers. The boys were acting stupid, as always. I come home around 1am. I had to use the bathroom. My house is kinda mental. The light switch for the bathroom is outside. >_< well i'm sitting on the toilet when my bathroom lights start to flicker. If it was a power serge or my light bulb was dying, the thing would have turned of after a couple of flickers but it just kept on flickering. I pulled my pants up and opened the door to check if someone was playing with the lights. When I opened the door, the lights stopped flickering. Now I'm in my room and I hear a cat outside my house, but I don't see a cat anywhere. It's crying and I'm freaking it while typing this!! Seriously. My lights are all on right now and I'm scared. I figured blogging would keep me distracted, but it ain't working.

The boys are still out ghost hunting. I just pray that they are all right. They're somewhere in kunia, an old elementary school or something. Now I don't believe in evil spirits. God would not allow such things to happen. But I do believe in the walking dead, unrested spirits. Harmless, but still doesn't want to be taunted with.

Well off this scary subject. Around the island with the boys this thursday. Kinda awkward about it. There will be people that I do not want to see. No dramas though, just awkwardness. It's hard letting go of the past. But eventually I'm going to have to, to move on with my life. Okay I'm talking relationship wise. Past relationships are like scars. You may have healed from it, but it will still be apart of you no matter what. And even when you try to hide it, people can still see it. People will bring back those horrible memories that you try to forget. Past relationships are like scars, they'll never disappear. Unless you use that scar remover thing or get it surgically removed. Lol. That you cannot do with past relationships.

So like the ghost, I won't let the past haunt me. It could flicker all it wants, but I ain't afraid. Or so I tell myself.

11 more days: "I have memories - but only a fool stores his past in the future" -Unknown