Day 30

Ten more days til easter. So I've stuck to my lent promise to not go on myspace, but I haven't kept my promise to spend time with my parents. We all have busy schedules. When one is free the other is working. Today I got to spend time with my cousins again. We went to visit our grandma at punchbowl memorial grave. Then we visited our grandpa at kuakini and had a picnic at moanaloa gardens. Our fun got rained on and I had to get ready for work.

So today at work I was helping a couple and their child. It was cute because they all were fans of basketball and were buying clothes and hats of their favorite team. The mom and dad were telling me how they always shop at champs TOGETHER. The mom calling both her son and husband "babe" and hugging and kissing her son.

This was my ideal family. Im not saying my family isn't like this. Not saying that they are like this either. I want a husband who I can watch sports with, buy matching jerseys with, have a child and become a soccer mom! Lol. Referring to my last blog, I wanna dedicate my life to God as a nun but in the back of my mind I wanna be married, I wanna be a mom. So what do you think? Is it God telling me that his plan for me is not to be a nun? Or maybe...idk. Lol.

Day 30: "God can you whisper in his ear...can you tell him everything that I said, everything that I said." Whisper by ernie halter