Day 14

Recognition?! For the thing I love to do. Kinda made my stressful day a bit better. I log on blogspot and spot Michelle's blog. Lol, who would have thought that Michelle Ea envy's Mailyn Hayashi. Well for the way I blog, of course. Then I go on my blog. You might think it's weird but I enjoy rereading my blogs. Lol. Well I don't usually get comments, but I had one for Day 13. Go ahead, read it! It's from the better Mai. Lol. Makes me happy to see that my blogs aren't so useless after all!

Well my excited feeling for competition and retreat has now turned into a stressful feeling. I've come to realize that I don't work well under stress. I tend to make mistakes, and huge mistakes.

Today was stress piled on more stress. Even with all that stress, I had time to spend with my family and friends. Today is my sister's bday. My mom and I decided to throw her a very small surprise party with her few friends, Junior, and Leo. Now let me tell you, my mom, leo and I worked really hard to making this day a special day for my sister. Well now, she comes into the house (her friends hiding in my kitchen. Poor Tyler had to sit by the trash) and she walks toward the back. She hears giggles and turns to find her friends. Surpise!! Haha, no not really. She runs in her room and starts to cry. Tears of joy, I think? I didn't know what her problem was. She mentioned on she didn't get any presents DURING SCHOOL. That the surprise party wasn't what she WANTED. Pfff. Princess, meet my friend "boy who ate my cake and didn't even say thank you." A bit of appreciation would be nice.

Another tickkerrr offerrr. Prove the point--Does the words "will you be my girlfriend" make it official that a couple is together? Or can the two just agree on the fact that they like each other and ONLY each other to become official. I had this arguement in my food service class. Yeah, you guys probably know why we were aruging about this. So what if Junior and I don't have a specific date to make us official. Haha, though I do hint to him that I want him to say those 5 magical words. I don't need him to ask me out when I already know how he feels. Haha, though a day would make things easier when people ask me "how long were you and junior going out?" Ha, Love. Why do people gotta make it so complicated?

Well I'll be away for about five days. Right after competition is retreat. So no blogs for about that time. I have to get off and get started on my homework. Failure is not an option, though lazyness is.

Day 14: This is what dreams are made of -- stress, greediness, rewards, blessings. The bumps and holes toward your fairytale ending.