Day 10

It just hit me. This is going to be my last lifeteen retreat as a participant! I always looks forward to going to retreats so that I can feel that spiritual high and coming back to God for repentance. Now, I will only have one LAST time to do just that. I'm not saying that retreats are the only way for God to forgive or for you to bring yourself back to Him. For me, I just feel the most spiritualy during retreats and right after. I will cherish this retreat.

Well it's 1:50 am on day 11 but I'm blogging about day 10. Still out hanging with junior. We was suppose to hang with kac, but they spent most of their time in another parking lot. Lol.

I really don't wanna hate, but something made me mad today. So junior and I go to asing to cruise. We see all elmer, jay, rod, paul, philip, and all those other boys playing ball. We say hi and then we head to the tennis court. But it started raining so we went back to the car. All the boys were hanging by the building near the parking lot and I see my friend. She's hanging with her ex. I yell out her name, but she acts like she never hear me. Her friend besides her says hi to me. I just assumed I wasn't loud enough. So I say hi again. My friend looks at me and then turns away.

Now idk why she does such a thing. If she assumes that I will judge her because she was with her ex boyfriend, I didn't. And just because I'm best friends with her other ex and she assumes I will tell him, I won't I just wanted to let her know that.

Yeah I'm not the type to argue over blogger, though sometimes I do, I will see her comes sunday night. I just hope she's not angry with me about anything...

Day 10: Assumption is over rated. So is cruising at parking lots and epiphanies.