Untrustworthy

Pisses me off when I tell someone a SECRET and they end up telling someone else! What kind of f_cking friend are you?!

So here's the damn deal. This was like two months ago. I tell my so called "best friend" a secret. The secret was that I had a crush on his friend. I strickly pointed out NOT TO TELL A DAMN F_CKING SOUL. Only cause I wasn't sure if I really liked the dude or if it was a passing feel. So happenly, it WAS a passing feeling and a few days later I tell my "best friend" that I changed my mind. That, in fact, I don't like the guy anymore.

Few days later, I find out that guy likes me! Coincidence right? So I let it pass. Few weeks later someone comes up to me and says "So I heard you like 'so and so' " WTH? I only told my so called "best friend" so how could this person know?! Then come to find out, my so called "Best friend" ended up telling that guy's ex girlfriend. Out of all the damn people he could of let the secret slip to, it had to be the guy's ex girlfriend.

Now today, I found out from someone that my so called "best friend" told the guy that I liked him. That's why the guy ended up liking me after I realized that I didn't like him anymore. F_ck you so called "best friend." I help you with your damn problems and I care for you so damn much. Now your just a piece of shit that doesn't mean a thing to me anymore.

I'm sorry, this is so not like me. I trusted this guy with ALL my damn secrets. He could of at least told me that he told the guy after I told him that I didn't like the guy. I specifically pointed out that I didn't want NO ONE TO F_CKING KNOW because I knew that it was just a damn passing feeling. It started all this drama and awkwardness with that guy i liked.

I now learned the f-cking hard way not to trust ANYONE. Not even those I considered my BEST FRIENDS. This guy pissed me off a lot of times, but right now, this one hurts the most.

I'll be waiting for your DAMN APOLOGY.