Picky me.

So I'm in 4th period right now. I love how blogspot isn't blocked on the school internet (: Well I'm in Julie's talking to Leo about how I dont have a date for winterball. I found a date for date night, sadly its only Sean, no one special. LOL! JK!

So me and Leo were writing down potential dates. We had a few people on the list, but then I realized something. I didn't want to ASK SOMEONE. I wanted to BE ASKED. Haha. Leo was complaining that I dont want to ask but rather be asked all the time. Then we started talking about how Leo never invites me to outings with RWS and I said its because he never invites me! Lol, his point proven.

The only reason I don't want to ask someone to be my date is because I don't want to be rejected. The last time I asked someone to be my date, OUCH. Rejected to my heart. Same goes to when I invite people to cruise. What if they tell me that they don't want to cruise with me or they make up an excuse. Not meaning to be hypocritical cause I know I do that to other people. Idk, I guess I take rejection harder than others but I'm okay with rejecting people if that makes sense? And I'm NOT a bitch cause that kinda makes it sound like I am one.

(At this point in time, Leo changes the subject talking about a knot in his SHNECK - the part between your shoulder and your neck) O_O Well the bell is going to ring in a few minutes. Guess I've finally come to a decision. I'm going stag. (: